Approximately 2:45am
Age: 18 years 6 months 1 days
I broke up with redacted yesterday. I’m sad. All that I can do is think of the ways to get back together with him. I want to date him, and I want to find some way to make it work.
I still don’t feel right about it. It’s like I listen to people like redacted, or what redacted would think, what redacted, redacted, and redacted would say. But if I didn’t date redacted I’d be hoping that he would come to you. God, it’s like I’m running away from a relationship.
He makes me happy, and sad. I like being with him. I’m so sad about redacted. Why can’t he be the one? Who am I waiting for, and why won’t I take a chance and date? God? Is there a way for me to not give up any part of the relationship that I have with you and to be with redacted?
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