12:04am
Age: 18 years, 5 months, 20 days
It’s only the 18th by 4 minutes. Grrr!
Hi God, I’m thinking about you and I don’t want to leave. God, thank you. My experience at GVSU has been the best of my life. And there is no way I would have chosen this place. I’ve learned so much about you, and you’ve helped me get to know others and see their value in differences. I love the different perspectives.
I love trying to treat other people well. And God, I’ve learned so much. My view of life has even been reformed in the past few days! It’s nice.
But I’ve been going around being nice to people and socializing, and I’ve been forgetting you, and that’s silly for you are my reason for the kindness. I have nothing good to offer except that which you have made known to me. It’s not right to forget you.
So hey, I’m yours. I wanted to go to Kliener right now and do my Greek well, hopefully bumping into people I know, or getting to know someone new. I really like making new friends. But God, I would rather do things for you. I don’t want to be lazy and don’t like that for the most part of the day I was. And I still don’t want to do Greek, only because it’s difficult. But I would like to do it at Kliener at least as a break before I finish the assigned Pascal reading.
The Pascal reading is exciting, but I also cannot wait for the non Christian writers. I’d like this perspective in comparison. Pascal makes a good argument for you. It’s fascinating. God, I love this. Your direction in life is perfect. Even if my life course will change, this is the best thing to be doing in the present.
God, I love you. I should mean that more. I’m going to go to Kliener, help me to interact well with people. This is life. It’s too good to waste.
Thank you.
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