Approximately 10:00pm

Age: 18 years 4 months 24 days

I’m really lazy right now and not in the best mood. That needs to change. I mean, redacted and I have all night to ourselves with a TV and lights in a hotel like a guest house. And I’m feeling lazy. I don’t want to write. I’m lazy.

I miss redacted. Wow, it’s crazy. I don’t want to spend a day without him. I have to go. What happens during the summer? If he’s my husband will be together. No worries anyway. I’ll be all right. I’ll be all right if he’s not for me. I can’t begin to pretend I deserve to be with someone so great. But right now I miss him.

 A side note: Iris is the name of the rainbow messenger god

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