About 2:18pm

Age: 18 years, 4 months, 20 days

The girl’s character doesn’t want to do anything to mess up the relationship with this guy. She gets dragged into two dates with a really cool guy, but since she doesn’t like him, she tells him honestly right away that they can only be friends. Also, she finds out that another guy likes her. She goes to his concert and realizes “ hey, he’s cute”  and she likes the attention. She is flattered that he likes her. She finds herself being nice to him for this reason, but stops any sort of flirting because she cares so much about her lover. Maybe not these situations specifically, but something like it. She tries to keep her focused solely on him.

 This guy is so perfect for her that maybe she’s inspired to write a script. Anything to keep that love alive. 🙂

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Redacted is so annoying. Wow, there’s all this tension between redacted, redacted, and me. She tries to hide it and is so fake. I’m trying to dismiss it. Redacted’s flute playing is so beautiful though.  She’s very talented. It’s nice. Redacted tries to please everyone and then pretend like she’s not trying to please everyone, but that she’s really on your side. Of course one can see when she goes and tries to please the other crowd /  person. It bugs me. I hate that she changes faces, but she’s doing her best to keep the peace. I wonder if she knows that it’s not working and it’s causing strain between us all. This is why I can’t live with her. Other than that she’s a great person. She’s really nice, and tries to be the best redacted she can be. I do like her. We just see different ways of getting things done and we’re both stubborn.

 Well, let these unresolved issues rest buried under our facades. Yesterday I got a fortune cookie that said something like “ ignorance solves no problems”  but it does push them to the side. I’m not sure we can address just how we don’t get along until we fully understand it. That’s why it’s so nice to be living out of the house. This way we get the best of each other without butting heads.

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Things to get from the dorm…

1. Swimsuit
2. Movie night party script
3. Yellow Indian over garment 
4. Black hat

(remember card for redacted)

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