Age: 18 year 4 months 8 days
Hey God,
Redacted just reminded me that I need to sign up for housing next semester. It makes me a bit sad that she doesn’t want to room with me, maybe it’s just the fact that I don’t have other girl friends to room with.
So, I’ll get a new roommate and maybe she’ll be awful or maybe great like redacted. It will be good all around. I’ll get to meet a new person.
It’s sad that redacted and I might not be friends after we stop living together. I won’t see her, and we probably won’t meet for coffee. Oh well, I’ll still see her because of redacted and things are great now. I have no worries about another roommate. It will be an experience anyway I slice it. I’ll live with anyone who doesn’t mind me staying up late and having people over. That or all be living with someone else. I think that I can try to get along with most people. No worries, God, it’s in your hands.
I realized how little time I’ve actually known redacted, and how little time I’ve liked him and how short a time since he broke up with redacted. Things clicked. Of course, I am on your time for this sort of thing. Too bad he’s too good for me because I can marry him, that is, if he continues to be perfect.
God, I want to make someone’s day tomorrow. I can’t seem to get rid of the $20 in my wallet. Could you help me find a cause tomorrow to donate it to? Or am I going to have to get creative in ways to get rid of money i.e. make someone’s day? I don’t want to waste my time, or live selfishly. So help me to consider others while I live tomorrow.
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