Age: 18 year 0 months 5 days

I hit a car today. It was completely my fault.

The guy hit was so nice though. This is been a good experience.

I messed up my car pretty badly, his van is good though, only minor scratches. Thank you God that he’s all right and that his little girls are. Help his neck since the jerk hurt him.

God, I feel bad about the accident, but there’s so much good.

I will have to spend all of my savings to fix the car, which does suck but I was getting very greedy and concerned with money. It’s also tells me that I am not dependent on my car.

I want the car so that I can use it to honor you, and that rocks. But God, if you don’t want me to have a car, tell me, and I won’t buy one. In fact I would love to save my money.

I’m glad for the experience because it’s open my eyes. I’m reminded that there are great people driving in cars around me.

I know that you’ll use the situation God. I already see some good.

I can’t explain well all that I now realize and understand.

I don’t really see myself afraid to drive right now. I may be more cautious, in fact I’m sure that will happen. Now I have more understanding driving.

I will reflect more on this later. I’m really tired, but promised to spend time with you. God, what would you like me to do? You can’t want me to sleep, we have so much to talk about.

As a side note, I watched Cool Runnings and really enjoyed it too much. How come I like the stupid movie? It’s not because redacted does, though some parts are funny just because they reminded me of him. But I like this on my own, without redacted. God, how is it possible that we can like the same movies? He’s the first person I’ve found a similar movie taste. Crap. Maybe we should talk about him? Not now. 

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