Age: 17 years 11 months 0 days
Hey God. I’m happy to have this time before work to spend with you. I haven’t written in here in a few days so my talk went well in the sense that you showed me many more ways to make it better. It wasn’t bad and I had a blast giving it. Thanks for being with me.
Oh God, how are you? Would you like to hear how I am doing? I’m thinking about redacted. I’ve been realizing that it is been a few months that I thought about marrying him and I’ve talked to you over and over about him. And instead of telling me he’s not the one for me you allow me to fall more and more in love with him each time I see him. We have a lot of maturing to do, but God, it’s awesome that he really could be the one. Here’s our relationship God, I don’t want anything that’s not your will. And hey, you need to speak up here because we are married so I can’t marry anyone else without your approval. Thank you for giving me redacted but help me to not allow myself to take the focus off of you and put it on him.
I’m going to work shortly. I would love to work for you today. I am actually excited about work. I think it will be fun. Help me enjoy myself. I guess that’s selfish, but God, I don’t want to waste the wonderful day at work moping in my head, I would rather spend it talking with you.
Help me with my talk and give me time to work on it. Help me to find everything you want said. Take this talk and use me to the fullest God.
Ah, be with the candidates, especially the ones at my table. Give me the people who will benefit the most at our table.
And thank you so much for redacted (my Adult Table Leader). I like him a lot and I’ll have fun leading with him.
Give me wisdom and leading people. Got all of my actions in this coming weekend. I really don’t want to screw things up.
Thanks for giving me this day to sleep in and I’m sorry if I slept instead of coming to you. It was good sleep. Thanks for it. But I’ll stay up all night with you if it’s your will.
I’m working for you, and it’s time to get ready. I love you, come with me.
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