Age: 17 years 10 months 27 days

Hey God…  how are you? Okay, enough intro. Ha, no. I’ll listen. How was your day? Meh, good is not a good answer.  I can tell you about my day. But I’ll listen if you want to tell me some frustrations. How can I make your day better? Are you going to let me go to redacted’s for a concert? Yes? Yeah. I thought so. I don’t want to go to it if you don’t want me to. That’s kind of true, I really want to see redacted though. Help me interact with him well. Oh and steal the wretched words for my tongue before they touch my lips! I don’t want to be the cause of someone’s pain tonight.

I’m looking forward to hanging out with a group of people tonight. It’s good that there are more people than the usual group. Ah, pens that don’t work are frustrating.

I keep looking at the time, but I’d rather be on your time. Help me be unconcerned with the time. If we’re talking, I’d be late, or even miss redacted if it happens that way.

I want you to come with me tonight. Let’s do something. Whatever you want. Or at least give me friends to help me grow closer to you.

Help me to love my friends with all that I have tonight. I won’t try to relive past times, but let’s create new, great times.

Anything you want to say to me? I’m really excited about going and seeing redacted. Take the situation though. I don’t want to screw things up.

Give me patience. Ah, come with me. I won’t be any fun without you. I want to get closer to you tonight. Let’s build our relationship. And if we can do that with our community, even better.

Tomorrow, the day is yours God. Prepare me for my talk. I’m really excited about spending the day with you again though. It was great last Saturday. Teach me something. I’m dying to learn more about you.

I don’t know how serious I was about everything I said. Please let my desires be real. And please come with me because it won’t mean anything without you. 

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