Age: 17 years 7 months 14 days
Hey God,
Last night was a bad night. I felt fully guilty for the way I treated redacted. I felt bad all around and just wanted to hide from you and at least delay talking to you. I, of course, did not feel like reading the Bible or even trying to chat. In part that was me being lazy and making up excuses. But on the other hand I did, and I do feel horrible about how I have been treating redacted especially at this time in their life. They really need support and I have just been horrible. God, I want you back full-time in my life. I want to be able to talk to you again. I need your help supporting redacted. God, take this horrible, slimy attitude for me. Help me to really desire this. I want all of Satan out of my life. Take control of every aspect.
(I’m writing down my English homework here so I might actually remember to do it. “Interior” + “You must know” whose perspective is it from the quotes)
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