Age: 17 years 6 months 16 days
Oh great, it’s Valentine’s Day. I hate this day. These pens don’t work very well. I can’t tell which one works better. I’ll stick with this one. So yeah, it’s Valentine’s Day and I’m home alone right now and thinking about redacted. Last night was homecoming and it was fun, but more because redacted was there. Redacted was weird. They complained the whole night they were with us. They complained about being tired and wanting to sleep and they complained about having to pay for things. It sucks. They could have at least tried to have fun while they were with us. Redacted thinks they like me though and that makes me feel better. Lol, but I compiled a list (sort of) of reasons I shouldn’t like them. Midnight is late for them to stay up (yuck). They’re moody ( I can deal with that, in fact I kind of like moody people). They need more attention than I do and they get all the attention (not so bad). I forget the rest. Oh, they’re crazy, I don’t think I could keep up. I don’t know if I could tell them my problems because they don’t seem to have the same ones as I do. But that’s just hypothetical. Meh, This list is not at all convincing. I like them. I like how crazy they are, and I just want them to like me. If they like me for me I definitely want something to happen.
So I know that I like them, too bad. I don’t know if they like me. I could analyze everything to a T but I still won’t be sure will I? I can just hope for the best. Eh, But it wouldn’t be that bad if nothing happened.
It would be easiest if nothing happened, or if I didn’t like them. I don’t know if I would want to marry them. Meh, The future is unsure. It wouldn’t be bad to just date them.
I hope they’ll call me today. I’ll be all right if they don’t though. I’m just saying it would be nice seeing it’s Valentine’s Day and all.
I’m all right now that I talked about redacted. I think I can move on with my normal life now without them plaguing my every thought. God, if anything more happens between redacted and me, I want it to be for your glory. I want the relationship to honor you. Know that I’ll do everything I can to give the relationship to you. No, I will give it to you and do give it to you.
Ah, They just brought home a puppy. It’s cute but it smells. I guess the little puppy is all right but soon it will be a dog and I hate dogs. Great, it’s going to stink up the house. I can’t believe they’re letting it just run around the house. Man, it will be big before I leave for college. That sucks. I want to leave now.
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