Age: 17 years 5 months 23 days

I just finished my English homework in class and have some time left. I feel so stuck in time, like it won’t move or just pass by. I hate being stuck in time. Earlier it hit me that the past seems so close because it is unstuck in time. Any minute we can travel back and relive the past hour, week, or year as long as we can hold onto the memory. But then we bring the past back into time in this present World. 10 years ago feels like yesterday to our present selves while the future is unknown and very far away.

Time is weird like that. I wish I could become unstuck in time in the present and future. In a way I already am because I don’t fear death, but I forget about trying to make the most out of life while we’re here on Earth. I wish that time didn’t matter, but I guess if that happens it will be after I die. Time isn’t such a bad thing after all. It motivates us to get things accomplished and strive to live life to the fullest. Without time there would be no Carpe Diem. We may waste our lives so much more.

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