January 5, 2004

Age: 17 years 5 months 7 days

Senior Year High School

It’s pretty much the start of the new year (not school year). Things aren’t horribly different but I do have some things that I want to accomplish. Anyway, that’s all the intro I need.

I woke up this morning angry 

at being awakened

In retrospect I realize that

It is the first day of school

After break but that is

Hardly worth the fuss.

No, I had a wonderful dream.

So good in fact that I still

remember it. It was a dream

About love, my love.

He wasn’t perfect, but I loved 

him on sight.  I hope that 

happens in reality. I know that

He is the one I want to 

be with. When will my 

dream become a reality?

There’s no saying until

it happens.

What do you want?

I don’t want anything

Yeah that’s right.

Good!

Good… Here’s my number, call if you like…

… I will, I think I actually will. I can’t believe it, I really do like you.

Let’s end it there. I can’t remember much more of the dream and I did a horrible job describing it. The hostility served as a playful flirtation, something I tend to do but wish I didn’t. It was so nice being in love though.


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