November 10, 2003

Age: 17 years 3 months 12 days

I wanted to use this color pen today.

“ It takes a while before you can step over inert bodies and go ahead with what you were trying to do” – Jenny Holzer

How could you argue with this quote?

Anyway, hey God. Redacted asked me if I would go to church with her Wednesdays. That sounds great. I’d love to. She also asked that I would pray for her and redacted. Redacted is a pain in the butt to her and she wants to be strong. Help her to be strong until I go off to college because she’s kind of stuck until then. Anyway, it must suck for her having that nice place and having it to share with an unpleasant redacted. Help him to talk more and tell what he’s feeling. And help redacted to find someone great, because you should fall in love at least once and redacted’s relationships haven’t worked out. Help her with her job, help her to be happy there. And help her to get on the career path that she wants. God, also help me in my career path, and if it’s movies help me not to get discouraged because it’s my dream but it is very impractical and hard to achieve. I just want to make a movie, but I have to love it and all the work I’ll have to do, and I’m not sure I love that enough. Well, help me find the right college and help me work out plans for the future there.

Dr. battles to prevent bizarre epidemic of…
Mad husband disease
early symptoms: victim usually dismisses this as a bad cold but within eight weeks more alarming symptoms develop including:

  1.  foaming at the mouth accompanied by rolling of the eyes
  2.  Depression
  3.  falling to the floor and moaning, cramps and stomach pains
  4.  jerking movements while walking
  5.  inability to talk and sometimes deafness
  6.  Irritability
  7.  hair loss

 Why does mad husband disease strike only married men?


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