October 14, 2003

Age: 17 years 2 months 16 days

(Limerick)

There was a ___________ _____________________ from ______________.

I don’t know what to write in this today. It’s not that I don’t want to write in it, because I do, but I don’t know what to write about.

 I have so many poems to write. I can’t think of something really good for the epigraph. It’s one of those poems that has the potential to be really good, but I don’t know what to write about. I also don’t have much time to write these. And in this poem I don’t want to tell the quote. I would like to say , “This is the religion we have and it causes hatred when we really should love”.  That’s boring, so there has to be some way I can show it.

 I’m no good at writing anything fast ( unless it’s my thoughts, which are jumbled). It would be nice if I could write things faster without analyzing anything. But that wouldn’t be like me.

 So hey God, how are you? I feel good this morning. It was really nice having time in the morning to get ready. I might do it more often if I weren’t so tired in the morning. Anyway, God please help me today. I don’t want the same bad attitude that I had yesterday. Help me to do your will. Oh and that prayer, help me to love Jesus the way that you do. I don’t want to hurt you today God. Help me to live and not be afraid to be bold about you. Thought I want you to use me today.

 Sometimes it seems like these are idle words. Like I just write them down and they have no meaning. Help me to really mean them. I really do want this, I think.


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