September 25, 2003

Age: 17 years 1 months 23 days

“In poetry, use what you know – By the filthy Passaic River I found not the wasteland, but the spring” -W.C. Williams

I’m so happy that it is a half day today! It makes everything happy. It will be great to see redacted and hang out, but then I have to go home and work, which won’t be that bad. But it reduces what I have to do Friday and Saturday. So my day is great. I love being this busy. Sometimes it seems like too much, but it’s great. I hate not having anything to do.

 Oh, but guess what? I got a video camera! I love it but I wish it captured more detail and more of what I see. But when I make a movie ( my real one)  then I’ll be able to get the picture however I want it. And I can’t wait to study film in college. But I do have a bit to learn about it but it will be great.

 This is interesting. I am planning for the future. I don’t know if today will be great, it’s just started off great and it’s good because I have a half-day. I don’t know if I’ll ever make a movie or if I’ll ever study film in college. But it’s a dream and I like thinking it. But I find it odd how I keep using future tense, like these things are laid out for certain. I should be using conditional and say “I would be able to get my picture to look the way I want if I made my own movie“. That leaves it subject to change.


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