Age: 17 years 1 months 5 days

This morning I walked to school. I left the house in a rush because redacted said that we were getting a ride from her ex-boyfriend redacted. He never showed up, or maybe he did but we decided it would be faster to walk.

 I believe that I woke up this morning but I’m not sure I can really know. That doesn’t disheartened me though because for the time being, I believe I am awake.

 I had a dream, at least I had a feeling like I had a dream but I am horrible when it comes to remembering dreams. I could make up some vague detail about my dream, but what concern is that?

 Anyway, I brushed my teeth with great relief. My mouth had smelled like the rotting flesh of a dog. The electric toothbrush rid me of the stench. It was heavenly.

 In the shower I had a conversation with god. Well, you could have actually call it a conversation. I was in a state of not really awake but I couldn’t be called sleeping. Some call it the Twilight Zone. I prefer that. So I’m humble to weigh some words reflecting on the past night and how I had chosen not to read the Bible. But I didn’t waste any of my time yesterday, so I don’t feel horrible. Still had told him that I wanted him to be with me today.

I’m sure that these memories are not exactly as they happened. Memory is such an unreliable source.  for one thing, these events are not an order of happenings. But that’s not the only thing that’s cute. I’m biased and maybe another look at my morning would be entirely different. Some men look at it and say that I never even woke up, or that none of my morning really happened. I’ll try to find out if anyone sees my life is that. But it’s time for my education, I guess that will help.

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 House on Sherwood

Redacted fought all the time at this house. It was traumatic and I don’t know why I would write a paragraph about it. I just don’t remember anything more dramatic than that. Still, there are many nice memories in that house. 

• Redacted fought and split up in this house.
•  Christmas 

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