Age: 16 years old

Lord, wow, I know that you definitely wanted me to go to that Survivor thing tonight. First of all, on the way over redacted tells me that redacted won’t be invited to any more parties, and I’m like why? They’re like the only reason we invited them was because we like you. Then redacted was talking about miracles and stuff. Let’s see what I learned. God, you’re so awesome and I fell away from you today.  Lately, I haven’t been praying the way I should (talk like with a friend). I haven’t been pouring my heart into prayer.  I have put other things before God. And redacted was saying how we pray to God when we need something and realize that we can’t get out of the mess on our own. We pray to God as a last-minute type thing. I haven’t been getting as excited about prayer lately. It seems to have become a routine, not a relationship. I have been lazy and not done the Prayer of Jabez thing. God brought me to that place for a reason. I was thinking that in my mind well redacted was talking about miracles. Then redacted said it out loud, again if you confirmed my feelings. You said God brought us here for a reason. Every one of us, right after I got done thinking it. Then what really hit me was that mine thing where you created man, then man did all the things like drugs, sex etc. and then when sin stabbed us in the back you came and took the beating for us. It was really cool. But after the whole thing was over something extremely cool happened. This stranger came up to me and said they saw me dancing up front and said I had the most energy of anyone up there and said something really cool like you’re the kind of person who is fun and succeeds and everything you do, something like that. The point is I asked God to help me dance in a way that would help someone there. Then I dismissed the thought, but after a strange person came up to me. God worked miracles right in the middle of prayer, just like redacted said happened to him.

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