Age: 16 years 2 months 9 days
Sweet! Today you are a member of the church! I got to make my profession of faith in front of the elders. And God was with me! It was amazing. Earlier on in the day I was drifting from him, and getting stressed out. But, I needed God. I needed to make time to just pray to him. He gave me this opportunity. Pastor redacted gave us about 10 minutes of silence to pray in church, right before my confession. That was awesome! Then God was with me and gave me courage and comfort. It was all for him and I will continue to live for him. But, something scares me. There is something wrong in my life. God wants me to give up TV for a week, which I have started doing. But, I also received a blue paper in my bulletin. I know I am doing something wrong, but I can’t tell by myself. In my perspective, everything seems to be going fine. But, God sees differently. This week I really just need to pray and grow closer to God, so I can change for him. So Lord, please help me to see what I don’t see now. Help me to see your will and grow closer to you. Thank you for all your help though.
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