Sometime in 2002

Age: 15 years old

Lord, I just realized a bit of how stupid I really am. I may be messing up an eternity with you because I don’t want to do things for you in the short span of time on Earth. I fear what other people think of me, and it causes me to do things that aren’t for you. It’s just so stupid. I mean, nothing except you matters. So when I do things that aren’t for you, ah! How dumb!


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