Age: 15 years old
(Talk to redacted about this, they can help and I need to tell someone)
Song “What if I stumble” by DC Talk
Hey Lord. I just bought this movie, Memento. It’s a great movie, awesome plot, makes you think. Definitely one of my favorite movies. But, I was watching it just the other night and there’s this one scene. He was taking a shower and it showed his behind. Why couldn’t they leave that part out of the movie? It wouldn’t have made any difference. That makes me mad that they ruined that whole movie. And, I can’t watch it anymore. Not because I feel like I have to give it up for you. It’s just that, it ruins the movie and I don’t want to see it anymore because of that part. So, I am giving it up for you. I know if you were there watching it with me for and for some reason I could see you, that I would be ashamed. So, I really just need to remember that you are always there with me. But I’m kind of scared to give it up. I’m scared what redacted will think of me. I know that’s stupid, but I am. I am afraid that they will mock me, yell at me, attack my faith, and I know they will point out all my faults. But hey, I suppose that pointing out my faults is really a good thing and I should learn from that. They’re telling me what’s wrong with me and what I need to fix. Instead of getting mad, I should just listen to them. Respect their points, their views, and changed so they can’t find faults when they attack my faith. So, thank you that they do that and help me to learn from that. But, help me to defend you and my giving up that movie for you. But, what should I do with that movie? Should I break it or give it away? I just bought it so breaking it would be like giving up money. Also if I did that, redacted will get mad. But, tell me what to do and I will.
*God just told me he wants me to break it*
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