Age: 15 years old

What is your problem tonight? You are rushing through everything, not wanting to spend time with God. WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM?  You don’t want to do anything today. You are just sitting here wasting your time, and you can’t even focus. Remember God?! Look at all he has given you, just look around! Wow, it’s amazing. I have so much. But what do I deserve? The sad truth is absolutely nothing. And now, you can’t even repay God for what he has done for you and given to you, and you still go on like you own your life.  I make stupid decisions. And, I know I say this all the time, but it’s still true, God is the only thing that matters. And, if you can’t focus on him because of Earthly things, those Earthly things are going to be gone. Yes, I will destroy all of them. So, don’t lose your focus on God, Kristen. This is the most serious thing in your life. Nothing else matters. Just live for God, I can’t tell you more than that. It’s the best advice ever, and you know how much your life has changed with God. My life is awesome now, and I am happiest when I’m doing things for God. You know that’s true. You know you love it when you can open up to your friends about God. And when you tell people about him. So it’s amazing. It’s the most satisfying feeling. So, why are you still being so selfish, and only thinking about yourself? When you put God first, miracles happen. Yes, miracles happen to me all the time. I still remember the first one. Redacted lost their job and had been out of work for a while. We were suffering, but I turned to God. The next day, they got a job interview. God found the perfect job for them. And many more have happened. So, always remember God and everything you do, he’s the only reason that I am alive!

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