15 years old

Hey Kristen, how much would you love to see redacted right now? If you had the opportunity opportunity to see them and talk to them, wouldn’t you spend as much time as you possibly could talking to them? Wouldn’t you just love every minute of spending time with them? Wouldn’t you cancel other plans just so you can spend that time with them? Don’t you miss them all the time when you aren’t with them? Don’t you think about them all the time? Wouldn’t you just be so excited to spend time with them? Now, what about God? Isn’t God more important than redacted? Don’t you love God with all of your heart? And, if you really loved him, why aren’t you excited to do devos?  Why aren’t you dying to spend time with redacted? Why don’t you want to spend every minute that you possibly can with God? Why don’t you love every minute that you are talking to God? Why don’t you cancel other plans just so you can spend time with God? Why don’t you miss God all the time? (because he’s with me) Why aren’t you so excited to spend time with God? Why isn’t God first in your life then it? Why would you rather spend time with your friends than with him? Why don’t you leap for every chance you get to spend time with him? Do you love redacted more than you love God?

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