15 years old

 List of awesome things God did for me in the past 2 days…

• Even though I was too afraid to say I wanted to pray for redacted, he gave me that opportunity
• Redacted said my speech about religion was good
• Redacted came up and introduced themselves to me and said my speech was cool, and it was cool how I could talk about my religion
• This morning when I was feeling depressed about my looks, redacted came up randomly and said I look really good today
• He reminded me that I have awesome friends like redacted who I can talk to about him, when I was feeling depressed about having no friends
• For providing me with Christian friends at school when I really need them new line for giving me courage while doing my speech
• For not having to give my speech on Monday
• For giving redacted and I to have a great combo about you and about redacted
• For not having redacted get on my case even though I was so rude
• For being there for me, even though I didn’t turn to you, you comforted me
• Lord, you worked these miracles in my life right when I needed, and I turned from you. I didn’t do my devos last night, and I new fully that I was hurting you so much.  I knew the extent of my sin, and still, I disobeyed you. But, you did all this for me! You helped me to come back to you. I can’t believe how amazing today was after I was so horrible to you yesterday. But Lord, I mean this, I’m not just saying, I mean it with all my heart, I’m so sorry. Please forgive me. I don’t deserve any of it, but please forgive me!
• I wanted to go see Zoolander, but you kept me from going because of church groups, and now I found out it has a sex scene in it. It is so awesome how you kept me from seeing it!

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